Tear Room

i'm taking this room in
and pulling tears from every corner
it's all closing in on me
the greef and holoness
i know this is the way its gonna be
sometimes the surrealness of
what could have been comes haunting
it's all there, all i can't have
all i can't be
aloft from the world, looking down
falling behind
watching others move on
this is all so egotistical
sometimes the surrealness of what could have been comes haunting
there's a pond under my feet now i'm wading through a hevy current

- Aubrey Caudill. 4.11.02.



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